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I just haven't been brave enough. Never ever thought what would happen. What if I storm through this, will I get struck by lightning? Really wished I had the capability to say those words, but I'm too unfilial, and all I can stand is being bullies. I really cannot fucking can this. Oh no, I will never die. I will never be brave enough, because I love those around me too much. They are the reason I live for. Unless, for, one day they all decide to leave me or hate me. Sigh, I wished one day my mother would just kill me so that I can show the world how much I hated her.

Btw, if one day I ever met with an accident, get struck by lightning, or die while saving some one, I want to die with a reason. So what if we die with regrets? I believe the person who caused all these will die with even more. If i ever die, people here please tell my parents how much I hated them. Thank you. Yes, both of you. Thanks for causing so much misery in my life that even breathing every second is a chore.

P/S NO LOL, I'm not going to kill myself after writing this. Just writing uh, my.... Will? And all that I have, burn them all. They don't deserve to be here. Just in case. Yes I repeat, I fucking hate both of you, mom and dad.

I just haven't been brave enough. Never ever thought what would happen. What if I storm through this, will I get struck by lightning? Really wished I had the capability to say those words, but I'm too unfilial, and all I can stand is being bullies. I really cannot fucking can this. Oh no, I will never die. I will never be brave enough, because I love those around me too much. They are the reason I live for. Unless, for, one day they all decide to leave me or hate me. Sigh, I wished one day my mother would just kill me so that I can show the world how much I hated her.

Btw, if one day I ever met with an accident, get struck by lightning, or die while saving some one, I want to die with a reason. So what if we die with regrets? I believe the person who caused all these will die with even more. If i ever die, people here please tell my parents how much I hated them. Thank you. Yes, both of you. Thanks for causing so much misery in my life that even breathing every second is a chore.

P/S NO LOL, I'm not going to kill myself after writing this. Just writing uh, my.... Will? And all that I have, burn them all. They don't deserve to be here. Just in case. Yes I repeat, I fucking hate both of you, mom and dad.