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Saturday, April 9, 2011
Say hi to my bunny teeth! :B

Yes, been damn long since I blogged. Have been going through all sorts of ups & downs recently and I'm sure next week, my life would suck to the max. I'll be warning you first. Sorrrrrry!~

I'm damn broke now and my studies are shit. Seriously.
I hate myself. I feel damn useless and I feel like a disgrace.
Yeah, my mom detests me, my dad kinda act like he cares. While my brother is fucking rubbish. If he die now, I won't be crying. No one can understand how much I hate my family. No one loves me. I'm just an eyesore to everyone. Some people just treat me as a servant. I suck in everything. I can never be comparable to my friends or anyone around me. Regardless of studies, looks, attitude, personality everything. Since I'm brought up this way, people make me feel that sometimes people just wanna get things out of you. Sometimes I don't know whether my friends are even true to me or not. Of course, there are innocent people whom I know. Some kind souls that I've seen. But humans are complicated and I never understand. But some times, I just tend to see things through. If you're lying I probably could tell since I'm so used to lying and others lying to me. Owell. I'm sure everyone knows that I hate my mum the most. Why? I'm a unfilial child, I don't listen to my mum, I lie to her, I talk back to her, I do things behind the back but worst of all, I know all her secrets. Yet she dares to shout throw things at me. I think I'm abused. Today, she just gave away a bed that I've slept on for 7 years (abt half of my life) despite me telling her not to and even if she wants to buy a bed or what I said I won't even want it. So from today, I've to sleep on the floor. Hahaha. Since she loves money so much, keep it for yourself to buy gess and lv bags la hor. Don't need to pay for my school fee, tuition fee or doctor expenses. Duh. Pffffttt. I buy things got wrong. Did I even steal or rob? I have to buy myself cos no one buys them for me. I don't understand why my mom hates me. I'm not a bad child. I go to school all the time. And other little things I do, probably can't affect that much since that's what everyone is doing. Right? I don't know why she calls me a bad child, says I'm useless, tells me to go and die, throw things at me. She brings my self esteem to the rock bottom and I feel that I might as well be better off dead. She'll be happy, everyone will be happy. Fucking nonsensical.
This is my life now.
How.pathetically.sad.